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Melanie  

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So frustrating..

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 27, 2007, 8:57 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Belle and Sebastian - Sleep the clock around
  • Reading: Everything is Illuminated - J. S. Foer
Do any of you ever just blurt out something you want to know, to someone who is really important to you, just because you're upset or confused?
These things sometimes come out rude, or.. they spark arguments that neither of you want to have?
I hate doing that. I feel like such an utter fuck up right now and i don't know what to do about it. I know that i upset him or made him angry.. frustrated him and put him in a difficult position. I didn't do it on purpose, mind you.. I mean.. I was told something earlier on in the day, that should have been harmless.. and then he left, except it wasn't harmless. I was bawling completely, and i eventually cried myself into a nap. So.. naturally... the next time i talk to him, it's the first thing i bring up, and in such an accusatory way. There's no way he wouldn't have been offended. I can't find the words to tell him how terrible i feel about it, and i'm not entirely sure he'd want to know right now. I Can't really make it up to him until the next time i see him.. and i know until then i'll be feeling shitty about the whole affair. I hope he isn't, too.
Peace.

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  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: riverview
  • Interests: Music, art [go figure ^^;], poetry [which is both], being outside, gaming, hanging out. ♥
  • Favourite movie: Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind, Transamerica, The princess bride, Sleepy hollow, Sin city.
  • Favourite band or musician: Regina Spektor, Tegan And Sara, Ani Difranco, Eisley, Mirah. to name a few.
  • Favourite genre of music: Mostly indie, Jpop/Jrock, acoustic, with a little bit of almost everything else.
  • Favourite artist: Vermeer, or Manet.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar allen poe :)
  • Favourite photographer: my friend mandy ^^
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts, kH[II], Guitar hero, GH2, We ♥ Katamari, Soul Calibur II
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: do comic characters count? either Morpheus or Death from Sandman.
  • Personal Quote: Poorly chosen words are the most effective contraception known to man. - diesel sweeties
  • Tools of the Trade: Wacom tablet [graphire ^3], Adobe photoshop 7.0, Corel Painter 2.0, Adobe Elements 2.0, pencils

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~magikwishez:iconmagikwishez: May 1, 2008, 8:57:37 PM
:star: :damphyr: Happy Birthday!! ^_^
*shel-yang:iconshel-yang: Jul 5, 2007, 4:21:37 PM
thanks a lot for the watch:heart:

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^znow-white:iconznow-white: Jun 28, 2007, 3:54:09 PM Mood: Love
Thank you so much for the fav on Moments Past and your kind support.
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~sagnarn:iconsagnarn: Jun 23, 2007, 9:37:58 AM
Thanks for the fav ^^
*Spaceache:iconSpaceache: May 18, 2007, 5:48:09 AM
thank you for the +fav, most appreciated :love:

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*birthdays:iconbirthdays: May 1, 2007, 12:26:45 PM
:dance: :cake: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :cake: :dance: :w00t:

It's 30th April which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.

All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you :hug:
~universe1729:iconuniverse1729: Apr 17, 2007, 8:04:18 PM
Thanks so much for adding "If" to your favorites.

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!Kamilleuh:iconKamilleuh: Apr 2, 2007, 2:37:24 AM
ThanKs YoOOU for the fav :) !

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~self-destruct-101:iconself-destruct-101: Mar 2, 2007, 11:37:09 PM
You, have not been commented here in over a month, so not only am I the first for march, I claim February as well.

I like your recent work :)

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~Kinou:iconKinou: Jan 31, 2007, 8:28:50 PM Mood: Excited
Damn Right :XD:

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~Pyrog57:iconPyrog57: Jan 23, 2007, 8:14:41 PM
thanks for the addition to your friends. Quick question though how did you find me???

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~puisin:iconpuisin: Jan 3, 2007, 4:05:53 PM Mood: Sadness
hi! thanks for the comments!
yes, the page came from a book. it's part of a book you teach german in school with. the page i tore out was a very (very!) boring page from friedrich nietzsche, a famous german author and philosopher.

* Laura
~Shadow-Wind:iconShadow-Wind: Jan 3, 2007, 8:27:10 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:

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~LostLines:iconLostLines: Dec 6, 2006, 4:29:28 AM Mood: Love
Thank you for the comments!
~Katarynaa:iconKatarynaa: Dec 5, 2006, 4:48:23 AM Mood: Euphoric
thanks for the :+fav: :dance: :smooch:

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~lalamarthe:iconlalamarthe: Sep 6, 2006, 7:17:45 PM
I enjoyed looking at ur work, keep it up ^_^ :aww:

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~harusame:iconharusame: Aug 8, 2006, 1:48:54 PM
cool n.n i didnt know you were on da : D

thanks for the fave o.n
catch ya later

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*NymphOosis-Man:iconNymphOosis-Man: Jul 20, 2006, 11:25:34 PM
ThanxXx for the add! :D

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~hermionechan:iconhermionechan: Jul 11, 2006, 4:55:38 PM
Thanks for the fave! :D

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~quetions:iconquetions: Jul 10, 2006, 5:58:36 PM
thanks for the :+fav: ^^ mucho appreiciated ^^

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~anime2:iconanime2: Jul 6, 2006, 10:59:19 AM
haha you were tagged by Youkai :P

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=oneoftwo:icononeoftwo: Jul 4, 2006, 7:12:01 PM
Thanks a bunch for the watch, good to see you on pc!

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:wave: love your sig ^^

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